When we had our first computer at home, we would quarrel and fight over who gets to use it first.

all of us were addicted to the internet when Facebook did not exist back then. 

I was addicted to ICQ and chats. i didn't know chatting was so addictive. especially when u crap about stuffs. My brothers were addicted to chats too. but we seldom talk among us. all we do is just fight for things. My first younger brother and I are more tolerant to each other..the youngest however was a pain in the arse.

Everyday, especially the weekends all of us would want to hog the computer..till the extend when it broke down. all of us started blaming each other.

5 years later, i have my own laptop since i need it in Uni. Jo also has his own laptop since he could only stay in campus and internet is his only entertainement. Elwin finally had the computer all to himself. Still none of us siblings chat in MSN. What more facebook.

Of course we do make phone calls to each other..but the feelings aren't the same like we used to as kids. Though we fight often, we're still brothers and sisters.

As we grew older we have our own life to lead, friends to hang out with and hardly will be at home.

Brothers have the advantage than sister since it's dangerous for sister to be out late often and there goes the nagging from traditional mommy who is just being protective and dad calling just when the clock strike midnight.

With the wonders of FB, i guess we are starting to connect back. though we tease each other " fat" and " u look like a retard smile more!" we still keep in touch with whats happening , how's our life in campus, friendship problems and relationship dilemmas. Yes we share lots of secrets that our parents don't know off..while i go off telling it to my besties..lol

Though i am the eldest, i sometimes feel like the youngest standing alongside two fully grown and tall boys. These boys protect me (at least one of them do) and i hope we'll still remain close despite us separated in our own busy lives. 

The boys' birthday are coming soon..and this sister has no idea what to do... but one thing is better than plenty gifts, is a sisterly love.

silly girl is blogging again!! 

stories that i would like to write in my blog.

Belle wanted to go lab( on a saturday, i know) so i pushed myself to go lab too and just prepare agar plates for microb test. It was quite boring the whole day till late evening..i received a text message from huiloo asking me for a game of basketball. I hesitated a while..then went anyway. As i parked my car i noticed a familiar number plate QRC..hhmm....the butterfly guy? (it's a nickname given the last time we played basketball).

Few years back we girls were chatting and i complained that our Uni there aren't cute guys at all maybe only 10 per cent ( we were suppose to do our assignment but got fed up and talk about guys instead) Then Elaine started talking about few guys she knows and showed us some pics in FB. I was being judgemental alright. Belle agreed with elaine on the cute guys she seen. Unsatisfied, Elaine was trying to dig out what kind of guys would I be interested and finally showed me a pic. "He seems average looking but when he smiles he's very attractive" according to Elaine.  when we girls were clicking through the pics he definitely stood out with his killer smiles, OK la.... The guy with killer smiles is the current butterfly guy i'm mentioning now. 

when i saw his bike,my heart flipped. yey!killer smile guy who is also a state player is playing with us. 

Honestly i can't play basketball..i can't even dribble properly or shoot the ball. it's only pure luck that i score the ball into the hoop. The fire was in me to play that day and i was an aggressive player. I managed to snatch the ball from the opponents several times but also screamed along the way( the terrified scream). It was considered pretty lucky that no one got hurt that day. The last time i played i accidentally hit a guy with my elbow..not sure which part of him my elbow knocked him but i didnt' wanna know..only the person who was down knew..i felt so embarrassed and always wonder why these kind of things happen to me.

So back to my story, I walked to the park and i saw a familiar face, a familiar smile. It was him alright. I can't stop looking at him when he smiled too. Really killer smile. Of all things...sadly i didn't quite understand what he said to me. I;m guessing he was teasing me and so i just laugh..laughed like a mad person..
I didn't remember him being able to joke around. Perhaps it was strange the first time we all meet. this time perhaps he knows me as his housemate's friend since i know his housemate through toastmasters, he dare to tease me a bit.

Since butterfly guy was in Bec's team it was obvious that they will win. But we werent' too bad too as we scored a few goals including me. how lucky!  Knowing that i could only shoot at the sides butterfly guy always jump high and tease me to prevent me from shooting. it was a funny scene. Then there were 4 of us left as the other 2 friends went back. Butterfly guy asked me for a one one one game..I clearly told me i'm a LOUSY player and it'll be no fun to play with me. But he encourage me to give it a try and he was a gentlemen during the play. I felt so shy while dribbling the ball as i do not want him to see me so unskillful. When he snatched the ball from me he told me to guard him. BUT I DIDN"T KNOW HOW! all i did was putting my arms up and WAVE WAVE my hands at him like how Sakuragi Hanamichi did as an amateur player  =.=!..sort of preventing him from shooting but i know it was useless. Still, he encouraged me to try.

The end the score was 3-0. yup..u guessed who was the zero. He gave me chances to shoot but the ball never did enter the loop.

With only 4 of us left in the court , we played 2 on 2. He picked me in his team. YEY!! but i felt the pressure BOO! cuz he always say " it all depends on you now, we're leading don't give up". Most of the time it was my mistake cuz i didn't look at him and take notice of his signals, so i always missed the ball that he passed to me. Both of us realised our mistake, meaning he knew i'm not like his average bball buddies and i knew i have to look out for his signals. when we got it right i still couldn't shoot the ball into the loop everytime. Still he said" good try" and keep motivating me. like a coach.

it was a good game. We won with him scoring all the goals.

He held out his hand and gave me a handshake to congratulate ourselves for our effort. AGAIN i did not look at him. I was shy. but i should have !!to show my sincerity that i truly appreciate him for taking me, a lousy player, in his team..but my shyness just overtook the situation and i DID NOT LOOK AT HIM. First time a guy whom i played with gave me a handshake.. it's normally me who initiates the high five for a good game.

After the game i was panting like mad while him? still full of energy running here and there continued playing.

Sadly i had to go fetch belle who was still in lab as the person whom she was suppose to get a lift back didn't want to go back yet. I said goodbye to everyone and also said:" Bye coach! "  He was blushing hahahaha! so cute.

Should ask him to coach me instead next time.

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